Nyaphlaire

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The Mismatched Doll by Nyaphlaire, literature

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The Mismatched Doll

The unfinished doll sits and stares Its clothes are ratty, but no one cares With empty eyes and featureless skin A bare head and missing limbs The unfinished doll wishes to be done To dress in ways that it thinks fun To have real eyes and a coloured face To long locks and walk at a good pace So the unfinished doll goes in the dark It finds itself its missing parts Some pretty eyes and bright red paint A delicate arm and working leg The unfinished doll needs just one more thing Some pretty hair to comb and clean So it goes out and finds a girl A scalps her head for her curls So if you come across a pretty doll With mismatched

Memories of Father and Son by Nyaphlaire, literature

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Memories of Father and Son

"I'm home!" Kyo announced as he opened the door. His wife, Elodie, smiled at him from the kitchen, and nodded her head towards the living room, where the sounds of a musical could be heard. Kyo gave her an affectionate smile and a quick peck on the lips before he snuck into the other room. Yukito was sitting on the floor, thumb in his mouth, watching the musical with big eyes. Whether or not he understood what was going on was unclear. Kyo suspected, however, the two year old didn't quite get it, given the mostly completed puzzle on the floor. If the boy really understood, the puzzle would be untouched. The man snuck up behin

What am I to You by Nyaphlaire, literature

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What am I to You

What am I to you? For what we were And what we are They're so different But so alike What am I to you? I get angrier everyday I don't know who I am I don't know what I mean to you This is just too much What am I to you? I can't keep this up Because I don't know What any of this means Or could ever be So what am I to you? Please just answer me this And a load will be lifted And my soul will be lighter Just with the knowledge

One Last Look by Nyaphlaire, literature

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One Last Look

Cold ivory leads you up the path Small bends and dents here and there The path is anything but perfect But lovely just the same Cold ivory, laced with blue Thin, delicate lines of azure Instead of detracting They add to the beauty Dark waves meet you on the path They roll across the ivory perfectly They won't even get you wet at all They are so beautiful You finally reach the ending point A long, steep slope up to two blue, cracked hills In the space between them, you wait to hear the wind But the wind is gone forever You were too late

Tear Me to Pieces, It won't Hurt by Nyaphlaire, literature

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Tear Me to Pieces, It won't Hurt

Grab my petals and rip them off, one by one they fall As you tear me to pieces, I'm sure I won't mind Really, it doesn't hurt, because it's you who's doing it You're the only one I could never hate in all of this Maybe it would be better if I had known the truth earlier All of this could be less painful, or even non-existent Riding into Hell is easier if you at least know where you're going You're the only one who knew everything, weren't you? Tear me into pieces, because it won't hurt me one bit Even if you go agonizingly slow, I won't mind, I promise Really, I've told you this already, my dear one Right now, I couldn't care about

Terry Profile by Nyaphlaire, literature

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Terry Profile

Character Dossier Full Name: Terry Jared Thorne Aliases/Nicknames: Rose Red (Jk) Date of Birth: 13/11/1993 Date of Death: IDK Age: 18 Gender: Male Height: 5'9" Weight: 145 lbs Eye Color: Black/Red Hair Color: Blond/Red Hair Style: Thick and goes just past shoulder, bangs, usually worn in a loose ponytail. Body Type: Slim, a little on the skinny side. Distinguishing Features: "butterfly" shaped birthmark on lower back (About the size of a nickel) Race: Human Ethnic Group: Caucasian Place of Birth: Washington/??? Current Residence: Washington Religion: Agnostic Level of Devotion: Extremely? Lineage: Normal people? Years of

My Dream of You by Nyaphlaire, literature

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My Dream of You

I was dreaming one night I was standing amongst the trees of a painted forest As I watched the snow fall around me I heard your footsteps on the wood behind me As you entered my picture frame You were so quiet that night You were watching me from outside my personal world As you walked through the entry way You saw me stumble in the snow beneath me As I remembered your name We were dancing last night We were trading words but never said a single thing As we wove between the trees We knew we could never actually touch As we realized the dark truth I was walking one night I was standing amongst the trees of a burning forest As

Homestuck Rooftops by Nyaphlaire, literature

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Homestuck Rooftops

When our game is up, When the session's done, When we say we've finally won... Will we claim the prize this time? Will we only say we tried? Standing on a meteor, Everybody cry your heart out, Every troll is dying, Go ahead and cry your heart out, Watching all your friends fall, Please don't feel ashamed to scream out, This is all you got now, Go ahead scream your heart out. All the Trolls I've met, Acts I can't regret If we fight Jack now I'm set Will we claim the prize this time? Will we only say we tried? Standing on a meteor, Everybody cry your heart out, Every troll is dying, Go ahead and cry your heart out, Watchi

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The Mismatched Doll by Nyaphlaire, literature

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The Mismatched Doll

What am I to You by Nyaphlaire, literature

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What am I to You

One Last Look by Nyaphlaire, literature

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One Last Look

Tear Me to Pieces, It won't Hurt by Nyaphlaire, literature

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Tear Me to Pieces, It won't Hurt

Terry Profile by Nyaphlaire, literature

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Terry Profile

My Dream of You by Nyaphlaire, literature

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My Dream of You

Homestuck Rooftops by Nyaphlaire, literature

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Homestuck Rooftops

Divine Series Meme by Nyaphlaire, literature

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Divine Series Meme

1. Lusanon 2. Alariyah 3. Alexis 4. Mariana 5. Allerson 6. Calum 7. Driarian 8. Caine 9. Abel 10. Lace 11. Septimus 12. Julian ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 1. What would 12 and 1 be like in a relationship? Lusanon and Julian. Well, Julian is male. Lusanon is straight. Julian looks like a twelve year old (He's actually 54 years old.)... No. 2. If 6 and 3 were to have an affair, who would top? Calum and Alexis. I think Alexis would, actually. She can be pretty... Yeah. (This pairing scares me.) 3. 2 and 10. Totally crack or totally canon? Alariyah and Lace. Well... I guess I could see it...? No, I can

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July 15
United States
Deviant for 15 years
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Favourite genre of music: Classic Rock
Favourite photographer: hiritai/wild-child963
Favourite style of art: Anime/Manga: Shoujo
Personal Quote: I don't act out a character. I AM that character
Deviant ID picture by Amber Corp Photography. Model is me!

Favourite Visual Artist

don't have a particular favorite

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Evanescence/ Within Temptation/ Lacuna Coil

Favourite Writers

Too many to count

Favourite Games

Resident Evil (Any of the games)

Favourite Gaming Platform

PS2

Tools of the Trade

Pencil

Other Interests

Anime/Manga, Ball Joint Dolls

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Nyaphlaire

Mar 23, 2016

So I was diagnosed with medium to severe depression, I'm on anti-depressants, and I'm trying to get in to see a therapist. It's not easy, but it's a thing. Hopefully I can start improving.

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Nyaphlaire

Jun 22, 2015

I Don't Even Know

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I came up here because I wanted to rant in a place few people seem to pay attention to, but it may be noticed, I guess? One of the worst parts about depression is you want help, but you don't at the same time. At least, that is how it is for me. I don't even know if I'm going to get anywhere with this, but it doesn't hurt to try I guess. If you know me in real life, then be careful about reading, because I may complain in a way that will be offensive or hurtful to you, and I'm not doing it to be a bitch, or to make you seem like an awful person, I'm doing it to get it out of my system, I guess. I'm a wreck, and I know it. I'm not taking care

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Nyaphlaire

Aug 3, 2014

IMPORTANT TO ANY FEMALE FOLLOWERS

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Especially underage ones. http://poppy-kun.deviantart.com/journal/IMPORTANT-If-you-are-a-female-10-16-471749150 Please read this and be careful. We've got a couple of pedofiles out there.